Strong enough

Speedracer version:

-I hate Western Civ. with the fire of a thousand suns.
-Celebrated 6 months with Zach on Thursday. Crazy how time flies. We went to the Hoshes for the season premiere of Surivor. I've missed Thursday nights at their house. It was great to have the gang back together.
-Friday night Zach planned a picnic in the park for us then he took me to a double feature at the drive-in movie theatre. I felt like we were on Happy Days or something, but it was so cool. He bought me fun presents for our 6 months- pumpkin candles and sweet wall sconce for my apartment, plus 2 cards with the sweetest words ever. The kid's dang perfect. He spoils me rotten. :-)
-Good God stuff happened tonight. Lance's sermon at Bridgeway was totally powerful & I had a sweet quiet time afterwards. Zach stopped by and it turned into this total God-thing. I cried, he prayed, we started an altar- deep stuff.

Cry of my heart tonight...

"Strong Enough" by Stacie Orrico

As I rest against this cold hard wall will You pass me by?
Will You criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough to take one chance on me?
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again?
If I'm healed, renewed and find forgiveness, find a strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's planned?

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough to take one chance on me?
Please can I have on chance to start again?

He took my life into His hands and turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance it's there I finally found

That You are strong enough
You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
You are brave enough to take once chance on me
Thank you for my chance to start again